Reminder of my past

~Bad 2 Worse~
Realising i'm getting bad to worse~
exams drawing nearer yet i still can't be bothered~
throughout the day i slack and slack~
soon or later i'm going be a wreck~
why oh why am i like this?
This is really not my wish~

day and night i tried to change for the better
but it just gets bitter and bitter
My parents told me to study hard
yet it seems like i've broke their heart
whenever i took out a book, i started to curse
that was when i realised i'm getting bad to worse~

My results were never good,
always bringing down my parents' mood
blame me for my stupidity
that causes this sickening reality
feeling so useless, being so hopeless
life to me is meaningless
whenever i look at myself, i started to curse
that was when i realised i'm getting bad to worse~