What's going on??

Hi guys,

it had been very long since i type on this blog..

so many things had happen in camp and so many test i had to sit for..

i just need to hang on for 2 more weeks before i pass out get my fire badge (extra $300 here i come)....

At this moment i don't really know what going on with my feeling.. all out of a sudden i feel that i miss someone but who??who could this person be?? maybe this person is someone special or just a friend!! i don't know Arrr!!!(should i go search for a gf ??i mean a real faithful gal other then my car)

Since the day i enlisted to NS i've been suffering from homesick eventhough i got to book out on the weekend!!my instructor said its normal but for how long??i guess i will miss home every single moment.. Arrr what the hell sound so gay talking about feeling..(even though i act like 1 doesn't mean i am 1)...i thought of earning extra cash during this two years but how??what can i do other then nursing & teaching first aid?? i was thinking of collecting drink cans and sell them but where can i sell them??

i guess i could only plan and hopefully someday i could execute them..

hi guys,

It’s been very long time since my last bloging. so here is what happen,every week I book out on Friday afternoon with a smile and book in on Sunday evening with a frown. I though this routine will end until 21st august as it was the end of my REC life. But sad to say I need to do this same old shit again for another 3 months as I am posted to SRB. I guess those who were posted to SRB are excess manpower in the camp that why others call us the Singapore Rubbish Bin. In SRB we handle what the fire fighter, paramedic and rescuer handle and of cause a little of hazamat skill that what made us Special Rescue Battalion.

when I'm depress..

Awww

Many things had happened in the camp for the past few week (sorry can’t share cause don’t want myself into trouble). My body still aching form the training but somehow feel happy because I didn’t report sick during the training, well the PTP end on my birthday (what a luck). I met with old friends we chat about old time here and there, then in camp we got this PC that my platoon don’t like cause of his harsh discipline but then few days ago he taught me how to swim despite his injured elbow as you all know I’m a slow learner. Now everybody in my platoon was wondering what my relationship with the PC well I can assure you that my relation to him is just a recruit nothing more. Then on weekend drove my car as per normal but this time another big scratch was made :(

Ok la will stop here till next time..

oh man

It’s been 2 weeks since I’ve entered the Physical Training Phase and I have few more weeks/months till end of whole training. It’s really tough for me as my muscles are not in good shape but hopefully by end of this physical training I’m in good shape. Life during training is very tough as I need to adjust to the place and people around me. Well during the training we were only allow to go back on Friday afternoon and came back on Sunday night if the trainer were happy with our performance. So far so good but I don’t really know how much longer I can keep up until I break down with all this routine. Hope this whole training end soon. Till next time!!

me,me,me

For the past weeks, my chest gets a sharp pain more often and my limbs getting numbness easily. I don’t really know why maybe due to stress, nervousness or just a common unhealthy lifestyle. If I were to go for medical check up now, people will say that I’m trying to find an excuse to exempt myself from NS. Well I don’t really care about what others say. There are two main reasons why I don’t want to go for medical check up now. Firstly I don’t know if I can accept whatever the diagnosis of my conditions maybe and secondly I don’t want both of my parents to worry about me as they have other thing handles.

I always told myself to eat balance diet and excise but end up eating junk food and still slacking. I always wonder when I will change, what stop me from changing? Where have my will power gone?

A man with a dream is called dreamer
A man who work hard is called a slave
But a man who work hard and have a dream called himself successful.

way of my life

For the past few days I’ve been busy “slacking” reason being I have to sacrifice something that I have treasure most for more then 16years. It took me sometime to accept the fact and move on with my life. During the process I have learnt a thing or two about life and I which I believe everybody will learn it sooner or later, be it the easy way or hard. I’ve learnt to fear of being lonely, feel the missing of someone in life, coping with problem encounter and so on.

Coping with crisis can be very hard at times because at some stage it’s really hard to get over it. For my case I went through firstly the denial stage, as times goes by slowly I’m able to accept the fact. Sometime accepting the fact came with depression and only handful of people can get out of it quick, after which came the endurances test which if it successfully done I’ll end up with problem solve.

Tough time doesn’t last but tough people do.
The time we spend may not last but the memories we share will remain unchanged.
From stranger we became friends.