oh man

It’s been 2 weeks since I’ve entered the Physical Training Phase and I have few more weeks/months till end of whole training. It’s really tough for me as my muscles are not in good shape but hopefully by end of this physical training I’m in good shape. Life during training is very tough as I need to adjust to the place and people around me. Well during the training we were only allow to go back on Friday afternoon and came back on Sunday night if the trainer were happy with our performance. So far so good but I don’t really know how much longer I can keep up until I break down with all this routine. Hope this whole training end soon. Till next time!!

me,me,me

For the past weeks, my chest gets a sharp pain more often and my limbs getting numbness easily. I don’t really know why maybe due to stress, nervousness or just a common unhealthy lifestyle. If I were to go for medical check up now, people will say that I’m trying to find an excuse to exempt myself from NS. Well I don’t really care about what others say. There are two main reasons why I don’t want to go for medical check up now. Firstly I don’t know if I can accept whatever the diagnosis of my conditions maybe and secondly I don’t want both of my parents to worry about me as they have other thing handles.

I always told myself to eat balance diet and excise but end up eating junk food and still slacking. I always wonder when I will change, what stop me from changing? Where have my will power gone?

A man with a dream is called dreamer
A man who work hard is called a slave
But a man who work hard and have a dream called himself successful.