5days & 7nights ago

It had been 5days and7nights since the day I got my car. Guess what happen? I created a few scratch along the way all thanks to my poor skill in parking(HAHAHA). For the past days I been driving to school and lost my way but still manage to come in class early (Hehehe... shame to those who came late).

feeling tired now

It’s been really bad for me to drive alone as I always lost my way, waste my time searching for the route and most of all I waste petrol. I guess I should get a GPS but then again I rather have a girlfriend which able to tell me the direction, accompany me through the journey and most of all she is very affordable the a GPS cause I just need to spend all my tender, love and care towards her :D


Very sleepy now and don’t really know what the hell am I typing now.
To Be Continue....(tomorrow)

Excited but sad

Finally after so many years I been waiting, today was the day I got to drive my very own car. Firstly very nervous as today was the offical day I drove alone.(lucky still know how to drive) but got problem with parking(hehehe).

It been only the 3rd week of school but there's already lots of change in everybody. People really do change as the times goes by...From stranger to friend then to foe by then it's back to stranger again. I guess if things started fast eventually it do end faster.

It's only been like few weeks I knew this girl but already miss her blur looks.(it's just a crush..hahaha) I wonder when will she be free to meet me again??.

What a day...

Today life was kind of mess up. First I missed three buses on my way to school because 168 at my stop always packed. Lucky not late because I bother to get out of my house early..In the morning drink 1liter of milk on empty stomach. Got very bad tummy aceh because milk react with the acids in the stomach to produce gas..(Why I know yet still I keep doing it??).

After school very happy as I got a date with Nicola but end up she got change of plan..feel so sad got ditch by her(hahaha not really im sad because of other stuff). Now feel very useless as all the plan I have for my life will go down only god know where...It is very hard for me to enjoy my life with people around me when I consciously aware that my life is doom.

Oh Lord I know that You will never give a burden greater then what your sevent could endure so please do help me in my times of needs. And i know that i always forgot about You so do pull me back to Your path and forget me not.

Journey

My journey to have a better education is doom right now. For a slow learner like myself, it is an achievement for being able to enrol and cope with polytechnic life. But sad to say that my glory of education will only end with saddness due to the present deferment guidelines for NS. Well what to do it's just fated that I can't get a diploma no matter how hard I've try. The only thing I could do now is just wait for miracle to happen to let me continue the studies. Will I be able to lead my family out of poverty in education?(only thing I could do is wonder & wish)

well let see how long a slow learner like myself waste time schooling

2years=>kindergarten(January1992-December1993)

6years=>primary school(January1994-December1999)

4years=>secondery school(January2000-December2003)

2years=>Nitec course(January2004-December2005)

2years=>Higher Nitec course(May2006- March2008)

8weeks(have to quit for NS)=>polytechnic(April2008)

2weeks after poly

It's been 2weeks since I start poly life..so far so good, made lots of friends and future enemy. The class was joyful at first but as times goes by the joyfulness die within.

Today I receive letter regarding my deferment from NS.. As thought the result were clearly reject with no circumstance. well there always a rainbow after a thunderstorm, so i guess my feeling of emptiness will end soon after this conflicts of getting diploma Vs NS.

To all my buddy:
Hold on dear to what you have now and can achieve rather then cry over what had happen.
Never regrets what you have choose cause every action (may it be good or bad) there's always an opportunity for you to succeed in life.

happy/sian

Today went to school like any other day (super early). At first super happy when the car company call me..(getting my car soon).hehehe...after that as I say like any normal school day very sian!! Today presentation did very badly(more sian)...

After school hang around with ah Kai, KJ, Nana & Ah ma (Shermaine).. we went to Plaza Singapura play arcade cause ah Kai like to play so we join him play also(hehehe) after no more money to spend we slack to waste time...

During slacking time
I was like watching chinese drama..trying to read the subtitle flying around but couldn't catch up so end up blogging..well all I could say is the internet connection dam lousy need to keep on signnig in...dam sian so decided to go home first (hehehe)

Bullshit

Today was like any other day..weant to school, do presentation, quiz, RJ, peer & self evaluation. But today feel kind of stupid cause I go send my notebook for configuration. Well the school say they need to configure the student laptop so that we gonna have a smooth 3years stay with them as they need to help us install all the necessary software needed for our lesson.(bull shit) all the configure done is make my notebook more lag. Well who am I to question the IT personnel about IT stuff.

Well if I want to stay & get my diploma I have to play along. As I'm still waiting for my deferment letter to approve so I will endure as long as it will take..if I really can't defer any longer then I will reconfigure the notebook accoding to my requirment.hehehe...life is really tough right now so I will do my best to adapt to the situation.

A person once told me that if I want to be better in life I should be this three animal: Eagle => Have a great vision and forcus toward the goal

Chameleon => able to blend in with the situation

Lion => brave to face any challenge and fear no challenge coming.

happy day

Yo!!

Today the start of the new day in RP..well the first day was not so bad, we had fun through out except for the group discussion. I guess all of us don't like to do work..hehehe. After school very sleepy but being recharge by Nicola message, she just ask me out for dinner.(wow super so happy). She look very cute when she just woke up.(sorry to keep you waiting until you fall asleep), half way her younger sister came and join us. At first she was shy as I was there but end up we bully Nicola(hehehe).


Let me tell you all more about Nicola...

Well I knew her through the net on 5th April 08

she in her sweet 16, from NYJC transfer to MJC

well I guess that should be all..

by the my class there's not much pretty girls after all

Hope

hey!!

• Today got my new notebook for monday lesson. (very happy)
  



• tomorrow collecting my new passport (finally its new, 10years been the same old passport)hehehe!!
  



• My car (when the hell are you coming out??)
  

well 7th April poly starting lucky first day reporting at 9am if early confirm will be late.

oh ya need to extand my NS deferment date for another 3years if not half way got call up die. By the way hope all the girls in my class are pretty so got motivation to go for lesson..hahaha

logging off

mess up

hey there!!

Yesterday kinda mess up given by the poly application.
first need to report to the asign poly just to take the enrolment "package"
then they told us to come today just to pay the enrolment & 1st semaster fees
the one that piss me off the most was the financial assistance schemes, by the way I took the CPFEducation Scheme and here how the steps goes:

1. visit the website http://mycpf.cpf.gov./Members/Gen-nfo/FAQ/Education/EDNHigh.htm
   (which bring me to this msg "Sorry, this page is no longer available.
   Please visit our homepage or use our search function to find the information you need.")
   
2. Log in using the student SingPass
3. About 4days after student submitted the application the other party should see the application submmited by the student. the other party need to verify by click on "comfirm"
4. within one weekafter the other party confirmed, student should receive an email confirmation from CPF board and this has to be forwarded to the Polytechnic via email by 07th April 2008.

let us reflact on the step above with the date I've recieve the information. Just a gentel reminder this things all happen yesterday. Izzit logical to crash about 11days of waiting time into juz 4 to 5 days??

well I guess this is the start of a new problem..

what a luck

hi again!!

Today feel kinda down because feel like burden my parents again & again. Even though they don't mind about it but some how I feel sad for them. Actually I really don't mind waiting for few more years to drive when I heard the insurance for person below the age of 21 is $6000. I guess there still stereotype in this morden world. I really wonder why the insurance company look at the age if the person already capable of doing something. If they think that driver below the age of 21 are dangerous then why do they even bother to insure them at all?

Well in life people always look down on you on matter how capable you are. Its either you prove them wrong or keep the yep out. For me why bother proving to people when they don't belive you.(waste of time)

hope & work towards it, one day you will achieve your dream